Mindless rant about crap…

November 23, 2008

A good portion of my life has been one of sacrifice: it is how I was brought up.. I guess it’s because it’s a “good thing” to do. And you know what, I have no qualms about it. In fact, I’m glad that it was ingrained in me at a very young age.

There’s this one book that I read and they were talking about what’s the basis for any strong relationship? It could be a lot of things but for me, it’s called “Unrequited Commitment“… it as at the core of any strong relationship is at least one moment of pure selflessness..

I’ve had conversations with other people specially the newly weds.. there’s this girl that was willing to go with him anywhere he wants to–even if that would mean the girl leaving the career/work that she loves.. she’ll give it up just for him. “What a lucky fucking guy” I thought.

I wish that my relationship with people (or girls for that matter) was a good as the others… but nope, seems like I always keep getting saddled with women that as selfish as a 2-year old spoiled brat.

And God knows why I even bother to always be the White Knight that comes to their aid when the going gets tough for them. I think I have to blame my “good” side for doing so… helping other people and all that crap.

Am I going to change my mantra about my unrequited commitment? Fuck no. It only meant that those people didn’t deserved my all in the first place. That’s all there is to it.

And for the ones who wronged me, there’s an old saying “what goes around, comes around…”

Karmic justice can be a bitch, guaranteed.

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